27 August 0940 EDT
27 August 0940 EDT
I guess it's been a few days since I updated. Not much has been going on though, so I'll start be recapping yesterday's events. Graduation was to start at 1000h with rehearsals at 0800h. And since I had a good 12-hour drive ahead of me, I went to bed early. I already told you that. Since I went to bed so early, though, I didn't even bother to set an alarm clock. Every other day during the course, I'd set at least two, and usually four. I think you can see where this is going. I end up waking up very rested. Unfortunately, I look over at the alarm clock and it reads 0751. WHAT?! I couldn't believe that I'd slept for nearly 10 hours. So I run around my hotel room getting dressed and considering taking the time to shave before giving up and running across the quad to my car to get to Building 4, Infantry Hall. I actually show up only about two minutes late, but my class had moved down to the auditorium to start the rehearsal. By the time I arrived there, it didn't even seem like anyone had missed me. Everyone was just happy that this was going to be all over in a few hours.

But yeah...graduation, graduation, and then it was the drive home. I left a little after noon and ended up dropping off our S4 at the airport in Atlanta. That was a pretty quick little diversion before continuing the rest of the trip. Anyway, oversleeping that morning was probably a good thing because I have never been so energized for a 700-mile drive before. I took maybe three stops to pee and I was pretty much on auto-pilot for the rest of my trip. Highlights of the trip included watching fuel prices go up and down as I travelled up the coast, praying desperately for an exit as I almost peed myself outside of Raleigh, and finding a little gem on the new Fountains of Wayne CD (track three on disc two was ...Baby One More Time...yeah, that's right, a Britney remake).

Anyway, after all of that, I rolled in to my parents' place a little before 1:00 in the morning. They wanted me to talk to a lawyer friend of the family before I went to my own house. I thought that was a little bit excessive...plus I really wanted to go home. But in the end, they convinced me to stay over at their place for the night and I am about to go see the lawyer in a few minutes. I'll tell you how it goes.

25 August 2210 EDT
25 August 2210 EDT
With some luck, I will be home within about 24-36 hours. Graduation is supposed to take place some time around 1000h tomorrow, hopefully lasting no more than an hour or so. I can't really imagine it taking much longer than that. After that, I'll pack up and sign out and I'll hit the road for my 12+ hour journey home. I think I'm going to go to bed early tonight to prepare becuase I've been averaging about two or three hours of sleep for the past two nights due to preparations for a presentation and studying for the final. If I go to bed now, I'll have almost eight hours before I have to get up again. I can't remember the last time I had that much time. But yeah, nothing much to report tonight, so I'm outta here. I'll give you a quick update when I get home.
24 August 0127 EDT
24 August 0127 EDT
Are there bad people in the world? If you believe in nature and the idea or equilibrium in the world...then in order to have good people, I guess there would have to be bad people, right? I am a very religious person. I don't consider myself a Christian and I don't go to church, but I have my strong beliefs nonetheless. I have a lot of asian influences on my religion as well. Like take killing for example. I don't like killing things. The fact that I am an infantryman may seem a bit contradictory to that statement, but it's true. I was in my basement about two weeks ago and there was a mosquito flying around. I'd already been pretty pissed because I'd been bitten a few dozen times since getting back home, but I couldn't get myself to kill the mosquito even though I knew he was going to bite me. He kept on landing on my leg or my arm and I would twitch so that he would get off. I knew that he was going to bite me once I wasn't paying attention though. But even knowing that, I didn't kill him. I couldn't even remember the last time I'd killed an insect. I don't kill spiders or ants or flies because they really don't pose any threat to me. I mean, I don't do it on purpose. I will swallow one on occasion during a run or something, but that is unintentional. Mosquitos though...they're a different story. I've killed quite a few by accident, usually just as a reaction to the itching. But I've never initiated the violence though, you know?

So here I was in this situation where I knew he was going to bite me. Well, I was pretty sure he was going to bite me, but I couldn't kill him for something I thought he would do, right? So I started talking to him...like literally...out loud. And I said that I didn't want to hurt him but that I would kill him if he bit me. I know he didn't understand because he kept on trying to land on me and I kept on waving him off. Eventually, though, I forgot all about him and I think I was IMing with someone on the computer. Anyway, I feel a little something on my leg and my hand instinctively reaches for the spot and I end up with the mosquito on my finger, all squished up and everything.

So lets analyze this. I killed him. Does that make me bad? I gave him ample warning. Is he bad for biting me? No, he's just taking care of one of his needs, right? He wasn't trying to kill me or anything. If I didn't have people killing animals for me to give me steak and hamburgers, I would have to do the killing myself to survive. Killing isn't bad if you're doing it to survive or to defend yourself, right?

So yeah, the question of good and bad. I think everyone knows the difference between good and bad, but there's always the gray area...and for different people, the gray area takes a different form. Is it a chemical thing? Is it a product of genetics, environment, God? Maybe a little bit of each? I was having lunch with a few of my soldiers about a month ago back at Fort Bragg, and one of them started talking about cows and veal. In order for veal to come out the color that it does, they have to keep cows under certain conditions...mainly locked up in rooms where they don't see sunlight. They just get stuffed in a room where they get to eat all that they can (which is good), but at the same time, they don't ever see light and the room gets filled with excrement and is very not ideal except for the fact that they get to eat as much as they want. Is it wrong to treat cows like that? Am I wrong for eating veal? Or is everything fine and this is just how life is? I don't know.

Every once in a while, I think about the idea of predestination as opposed to free will, and I wonder why people choose to do bad things. Is it because they were predestined to do bad things? Sometimes, it feels better to believe that because then at least people didn't make the choice to do something bad. But if they were predestined to do that, then who chose that destiny for them? Is it God? Take Satan for example. Even God created him with the best of intentions. He was perfect, an angel. But under the right conditions, when he feels that he has to compete with Adam or Jesus, I can understand why he may have felt abandoned by God. I hope I'm not making an idiot of myself here. I don't know that much about Satan...just the little bit I've read and googled. But yeah, you're dad's favorite son and then he decides to make humans in his image. What does that make you? I can see my pride taking a big hit there...enough to act out against dad? I don't know. And that leads to another question...why doesn't God just get rid of Satan? I guess that would almost be admitting that he made a mistake in creating him, right? So if that's the case...that would mean that God did intend on making Satan. But that doesn't make any sense, does it? Unless there is room for redemption...that's another place where I am a little unsure of in Christianity. Can angels be redeemed just as humans are? If not, then I can really see where Satan's resentment comes from. That'd be like Jane being able to make all of the mistakes in the world and me not being able to make any...not that I'm calling Jane Jesus and Sonny Satan. And this has nothing to do with what's been going on with the roommate thing.

Well, it has a little to do with the roommate thing. I am still under the impression that people are inherently good. So when they do bad things, they are usually choosing the lesser of two evils...at least in their mind. What that other evil may be is for them to know...whether it's self-preservation, pride, or whatever else. I don't know. But no one would knowingly choose to do something bad, would they? Either way, who am I to judge, right?

22 August 2007 EDT
22 August 2007 EDT
I spent so much time studying and doing homework last night, I didn't get a chance to update like I wanted. So let's recap today. I slept in until almost 10-something yesterday since we didn't have class until 1300. I flipped around to see what was on TV for a little bit, looking for something interesting and found an exercise show on fitTV, Total Body Sculpt with Gilad. So I joined them for a half hour...the first semi-PT I've done in nearly a week. That was kinda neat. I might do that a little more in the future. Who knows. Anyway, after doing that for a little bit, I showered and got ready for class. It lasted about four hours...not too bad. Then I pretty much just talked on the phone a bunch when I got home...maybe clocking about 200+ free night and weekend minutes. It was fun...with the best part being that it was free.

Anyway, today just started off all wrong. I was tired as anything...probably having something to do with staying up until nearly 0300 doing homework in between a variety of procrastination techniques. When we broke for lunch in class, I ended up skipping it and just racked out there in the classroom in my chair. It was a very comfortable office chair, so I was out like a light. By the time I woke back up, the classroom was full again and we were ready to start. I had a vanilla yogurt powerbar to hold me over until real food later. So yeah...class class class for another four or five hours and then we were free to go. I puttered around for a little bit around the room and turned on fitTV again to get a little workout in before dinner. Of course, since I was heading off-post, I had to make the requisite stop at Wal-Mart before anything else. I've probably spent close to $200 there since getting down to Georgia. Anyway, in an attempt to save money, I decided not to get a cart so that I could only buy what I could carry in my hands. Number one on my list and the true purpose of the visit was a fingernail clipper. I honestly don't know what happened to the one I brought down here with me. It was a cool one too...with the little tray that catches all of the clippings instead of them shooting into other people's eyes. So yeah, that would be hard to replace, but I found two that I liked. One was a really sexy brushed steel fingernail clipper made by revlon. I ended up picking that one up along with my usual back-up one that I always buy. After that, I flipped through some CDs and DVDs to see if there was anything new. Yes, I know that I just bought some DVDs a few days ago, but that doesn't mean I can't look. Anyway, I didn't buy any DVDs on this trip, but I picked up a couple more albums for the trip home.

After that, I went back to a restaurant that I used to frequent when I was here back in 2002, El Vaquero. I'd forgotten how good the place was. I sit down and the chips and salsa are in front of me within about 20 seconds. They take my order and I start snacking...my water is there in another minute and then my food shows up maybe two minutes later. Just like that. And it's not like I had a small order. I ended up eating most of my taco, burrito, taquito, chile relleno, enchilada, chimichanga combo before giving up and asking for the check. And then it was back to the hotel room. Exciting, huh? Anyway, I'll quit writing and head back to my homework so that I'll maybe get some more sleep that I did last night. MTF

21 August 0157 EDT
21 August 0157 EDT
So this place is giving Pritchard a run for their money. I've been here seven days now. It's 0200 in the morning and the fire alarm is going off right now. This happened my second night around 0300 and last night right around midnight. There may have been one other time too, but I forget. Anyway, I would be upset if I weren't still up watching Room Raiders on MTV. I have no idea why I am watching this, but I do like watching cheesy dating shows. It's kinda fun. I've been watching for the last two hours, but I think it is time for bed now. Class starts late tomorrow at 1300, so it'll be nice sleeping in. MTF
20 August 1842 EDT
20 August 1842 EDT
I know I probably shouldn't joke about this, but it's kinda been like the Real World back at home at 14836 Bodley Square since I've been gone. New roommate moved in and there are issues between her and sister. So I called both of them today, tried to moderate as much as I could at least until I can get back to assess the situation. I mean, I know Jane and I trust her and she's put up with a half-dozen other roommates during my absence; so I know that it must be something substantial if it only took a day before she started calling me. But at the same time, I have this pride issue. I really want this scholarship thing to work out, and I'd hate to kick someone out of the house two days after they move in. So yeah...hopefully, nothing extreme happens in the next week while I wrap up down here and we can all play nice and laugh about this in a month or two. I am kinda proud of myself though. For those of you who don't know, I have this bad habit of avoiding conflict. I'll usually keep quiet about certain issues so that people don't get upset. That probably has something to do with a lack of self-confidence or some other psych mumbo jumbo, but that's just how I am. But today, I think I laid it all out pretty good. I was pretty honest in my conversation with my sister too...I don't think I would have been that honest a year ago. I'm not sure what changed. But yeah...hopefully this will all work out. Cross your fingers or say a prayer for us, okay?

In other news, I got a go on my operations order brief today...which is good because I got approximately an hour of sleep last night because of it. By 0600 this morning, I still wasn't ready to present though, but it turns out that fate was on my side today. I didn't have to go first. So I got to sit through someone else's presentation and then had an hour break to add to mine before watching a second person present. After that, I had a two-hour break to add more and rehearse one more time before presenting myself. In the end, I stumbled a little bit, but I got a go....with room for improvement was how he prefaced it. I honestly don't know why I was so nervous. I've presented to captains and majors and colonels before. This shouldn't be any more stressful except for the fact that these people are strangers. I think it has something to do with my mild autism or asperger syndrome. My sister introduced that particular topic to me while I was at home last week and I just looked it up today to see if that described me. I don't know...it's kinda nice to blame my lack of social skills on something I don't have control over, but I'm not sure if that's the right diagnosis. Anyhoo...what was I talking about? Oh, room for improvement. That's what the instructor said. I'll take it. It kinda reminds me of that D- I got in one of my physics classes back in college. I'm really not doing that poorly though. You only have to get a go on one of the two OpOrder briefs and pass the rest of the tests and quizzes to graduate the course - so I'm already set. I'm not really concerned right now, and I'll probably start slacking a little if only to catch up on my sleep for the twelve-hour drive back next weekend.

Until then, I'll just be hanging out here with my free night and weekend minutes...*hint* *hint*

19 August 2123 EDT
19 August 2123 EDT
Hello...my name is Sonny and I have a problem. I can't stop buying DVDs!!! Seriously, I'll wak through the aisles of a store, and I'll just grab a title or two...then I'll grab a third, a fourth, and on and on and on. It's soothing. I can't explain it...but yeah. Now, I have fourteen DVDs stacked neatly on the bedstand next to me. It kills me because sales tax here is like 6%, and I know that I could get everything for the exact same prices back in Virginia. Plus, there's the fact that I can't watch any of the movies that I buy because a) I don't have time, and 2) my DVD drive on my computer isn't working. So why is it that I keep on buying DVDs? I don't know!!! And now I can't control the VOLUME OF MY VOICE!!!

So I had a list of three things that I needed when I left my hotel room today. There was Sin City, the new Better than Ezra album, and some industrial strength velcro. Yeah, that's right...velcro. Anyway, two hours, a hundred dollars, and a chinese buffet later, I am back here where I started. I have a big operations order brief I have to give in the morning at 0600. I am about 60 percent done and probably need to spend another 4-6 hours on it. So why the heck did I just go out on this little scavenger hunt? I don't know. I am very easily distracted. From class, I came back to my room around 1800 and went straight to the clippers. I had to have a nice haircut for my presentation, you know? So I did that and took a shower and then talked to my sisters about various things...including my new roommate. That'll be an interesting story, but I'll wait until I get back and meet her before I go into any story-telling. Anyway, after that, I was off. I got everything on my list from the Home Depot and Wal-Mart before heading next door to the chinese place I ate at earlier this week.

Anyway, the evening has gone well so far. The only disappointing thing was that the new single off of the Better than Ezra album is the same as track five on their last album, Closer. What the crap is that? Can they even do that? I don't know. Anyway, I think I will take an hourlong nap or so and then all of my distractions will be taken care of. Then I will be able to work freely on my presentation...no TV, no instant messenger, no nothing. Just work. I should be able to catch up on a bunch of stuff tomorrow afternoon after my presentation though. It's been pretty hectic here, but hey...just one more week left and I'm home free. I can't wait.

19 August 0324 EDT
19 August 0324 EDT
So why am I even up right now? There isn't really a good reason, but there are a few mediocre ones. I just finished up some work on an enemy and terrain analysis for a scenario we were given in class. That took me a while...maybe about four or five hours today of actual work. I got out of class at 1700 though...almost ten hours ago. What did I do with all of that time? Well, I was kinda goofing off. I mean, I've been here in my hotel room working the whole time. I just haven't been working very efficiently. I had the television on to keep me company throughout most of the evening. It started with Angel and was followed with Charmed, the Matrix, Johnny Mnemonic, and now Batman. I think there was another show or two in between, but I can't remember anything else right now. It's late. It's past three in the morning. Isn't that crazy?

The first few hours were spent doing more arts and crafts type stuff to be honest. I wanted to make my presentation pretty, so I actually went shopping yesterday. I got a big roll of 90MPH tape (basically green duct tape), a couple of sheets of white board, a couple of sheets of plexiglass, and a bunch of sheet protectors, transparency paper. Oh, and I bought a printer/scanner combo too...hehe. Yeah, I bounced around a lot yesterday, going from the Home Depot to Office Depot to Frank's and then Lowes before finally getting everything. The whole scavenger hunt took maybe four or five hours yesterday, culminating with dinner by myself at Ruby's. I was just feeling like salad, so when I saw the KFC, Hooters, and Ruby's as I walked out into the Lowes parking lot, it was a pretty easy call.

Anyway, that just shows how much I've been squandering my time around here. Like right now, I should probably be asleep, but I decided to blog since I haven't done so in a few days and since there is about fifteen minutes left in Batman. I still haven't seen the new Batman movie yet though. Hopefully, it'll come out on DVD soon. I saw that Sin City came out the other day. I've been buying DVDs like crazy these last few weeks...probably getting close to 400 dollars by now. Unfortunately, my DVD drive on my computer is acting up...won't really play much of anything. So until I get home, I won't be able to play anything...though that's probably a good thing. I should be doing homework and sleeping here - not watching movies.

Anyway, the Joker is about to fall off a helicopter and that means I should be in bed soon. Hopefully, I'll have something more interesting to write about tomorrow. Good night, alll.

16 August 2146 EDT
16 August 2146 EDT
I know this is kinda old news, but I was just upgrading my version of Firefox today and found this link to PCWorld's Product of the Year. That's right. Firefox is their product of the year. What's even better? It's free. So if you haven't gotten it already, get off your butt and do it. That's all I have to say about that.

Dinner tonight was chips and salsa. It was raining really hard outside, so I wasn't really in the mood for leaving my hotel room. I have six inches of a subway club stashed away in my fridge just in case I get hungry, but I am hoping to use that as lunch tomorrow.

Classes have been keeping me pretty busy though. I'd forgotten what it was like to be a full-time student. I mean, the classes themselves have been pretty challenging and relevant, but that doesn't keep me from looking forward to lunch or the release. On average, we've been going from 0700 until about 1700 with an hour+ break for lunch. That's not too bad. But we've also had a few hours of homework every night. That's enough to make you want to skip PT. Since I've been down here, PT has consisted of the one PT test and random shadow-boxing sessions in front of the mirror with a couple of one-pound weights Ben lent me. I think he's trying to butter me up so that he can kick the crap out of me. He wants to set me up with this female friend of his too. He sent me a picture of her in her Tae Kwon Do uniform, black belt and all. She's pretty good-looking, but it's a little scary knowing that she could probably beat me up.

Anyway, there were a couple of things that I forgot to write about the last few days, so let me catch up. High speed internet here is a watered down DSL line. I can't even get on AIM or upload to my site because of some restrictions. So I have to dial up for the majority of the time I'm online here. That's like living in the dark ages, you know? But hey, still better than Afghanistan, so I will stop complaining.

Let's see...what else? I clicked on a couple of news links from my RSS ticker. I wonder if my parents were around for this chaos. Oh, and I will have a new roommate in a few days...though I she'll be living in my house for over a week before I actually get back from Georgia. She won my scholarship so she'll be there for the semester probably. We'll see how that works out. Hopefully well.

15 August 1945 EDT
15 August 1945 EDT
So the PT test was this morning. I got a 268 out of 300, probably the lowest score I've had since I joined the Army. I mean, overall, that's not too bad. If you do the math, that's like a B+ or A- if you round up. My 2-mile time was pretty slow though. I blame the track for that. And then there was the sit-ups. The guy who held my feet did it all wrong. It's really his fault that I did so bad...not mine. Either way, it was a relief to get that over with.

In all honesty, there are only a few requirements for passing this class. The PT test and correspondence portions are the two that I've already done. There are two quizzes as well, the first one being tomorrow. We have to have an average of 75%, so I don't see that as being too difficult. There is one test at the end and two presentations as well. You have to get a go on one of the two and a 75% on the test. Again, that shouldn't be bad. Other than that, the hardest part will be staying awake in class. I'll go to bed earlier tonight. Maybe that'll help me out tomorrow. They gave us a big lunch break today and I was able to squeeze in about a 20 minute nap. I've got a bunch of snacks hidden away in my bag too. That's been helping a little bit these last few days.

I don't know...I should probably spend less time online so that I can get more sleep too. But hey, you've gotta have a little bit of fun, right?

14 August 2030 EDT
14 August 2030 EDT
So hmm...this really isn't what I expected. I mean, the class is relaxed and all, but I think they actually expect us to do work. Can you believe that? We split up into our small groups late this afternoon, and there waiting on our desks was this stack of five or six books. I was like, hey...this class is only two weeks, right? But yeah, homework for tonight is right around a hundred pages or so. I'll get started on that once I upload. I already ate dinner. I went to the China Moon buffet next to Wal-mart. I remember eating there years ago. It's pretty much the same.

Oh, I almost forgot. We had our heights and weights taken this morning. I had a feeling I was going to be cutting it close. At my height/age (68"/25), the Army says that I'm allowed to be 174 pounds before they have to check my body fat. I weighed in just a pound under at 173. If this were a week earlier, I would have been over. That's kinda funny to me. We put on our BDUs after that. It was the first time I'd worn those since we traded them in for the desert camou over a year ago. The uniform and the boots don't quite feel the same any more, but I'm sure I'll get used to them again after these next two weeks. Oh, and there's a PT test tomorrow morning. I've never really been afraid of PT tests, but I've always liked to perform well on them. I'd been lifting a lot of weights these last few months, but I haven't really been doing army PT. It'll be interesting to see how I do tomorrow.

But yeah...I've got an hour or two to do some reading before going to bed. Hopefully, I'll have more free time tomorrow.

14 August 0001 EDT
14 August 0001 EDT
I'm already behind the power curve as I don't seem to have my medical file with me. I must've left that somewhere around the house, along with the power for my laptop, and a black belt for my BDUs. I've screwed up so many little things this last day, I don't feel like myself. Because of that, I've set three different alarms for tomorrow morning and I'm about to call the front desk to give me an additional wake-up call just in case. It's kinda tough going from a year in Afghanistan to a weeklong vacation at home to a 12-hour drive down here. Well, it's not that tough. I'm just making excuses because I can't believe I've been so forgetful. Once I take the hit at first formation tomorrow for not having everything with me, I'll be back to my normal self. Until then, I'll remain anxious.

Memories. They are fun. It's amazing how the mind works, you know? On my trip down, I ended up stopping at all of these familar places...the gas station/dunkin donuts off of I-66 in Front Royal, the IHOP just south of Atlanta off of I-75 when you accidentally miss the turn-off to stay on 85, the random Circuit City in Georgia about 20 minutes south of Atlanta. It's not like I went to all of these places on purpose. I just ended up there...just like how I've randomly ended up at these places years ago. It's a really neat feeling stumbling upon places with these random connections to your past.

When I drove through Atlanta, I saw these signs for the MARTA...that's their public transit here. I don't know what it stands for. Anyway, it sounded so familiar - I knew I must've used it before. But then I went through all of my Georgia memories and couldn't remember a time that I would have. I remembered a scene in my mind though. It was a bright day and I was waiting in between the two sets of tracks for the metro to show up. I started to doubt myself. Was that scene from France? I know I had a heavy bag with me, but that's about it. I was talking to people maybe. Was I talking in English or French. I had to go through my Atlanta visits systematically now. The first time I was actually in Atlanta, I was flying up for Josh's wedding in Ohio. I didn't use the MARTA then. I drove my car. And every other time I visited Atlanta, I drove up from Benning. But then I remembered the trip that I took down to Atlanta for school. There was that IB convention there. I flew down from National. I didn't have a car, so I had to take the metro thing from the Airport to the hotel. That was it.

And then I remembered a bunch of other stuff. I'd spent en evening at a Starbucks during that trip. There was a boy there taking some SAT prep classes from a KAPLAN instructor. Another memory...Roo was going through something at Benning..maybe IOBC. Anyway, he drove up to Atlanta and we hung out one night. He gave me a tour of how he met his then-girlfriend. Then there was the flight home. I sat next to this very attractive brunette named Stacy. I asked her to play scrabble with me. Then at the end of the flight, I asked her to go to homecoming with me. She declined. *laugh*

Memories are nice. My first alarm goes off in five hours. I should go to sleep.

13 August 1644 EDT
13 August 1644 EDT
So this is what happens when I come unprepared. I am back home at Fort Benning now. I didn't arrive more than 15 minutes ago and I've already realized my first mistake. I didn't bring the power cable for my computer. Curses! I packed up so many power cables that last night. I can't believe I forgot that one. I have one for my USB port, my external hard drive, my cell phone, wireless headset, iPod...everything except the one that I really needed. Oh well.

Other than that, everything has actually been going relatively smoothly. I spent last night just outside of Atlanta. I hung out with Sandy. I hadn't seen her in a long time. Anyway, we did some really cool stuff together, like go grocery shopping at Kroger, play Skip-Bo, and watch stuff on tv like the Simpsons and Iron Chef. Okay, so it wasn't the most exciting night...but I was pretty tired from the drive and I am kind of a boring guy. It was nice catching up though. Oh, and in the morning, I let her listen to my new Shatner CD.

You see, I picked up about a half-dozen CDs the day before I left to keep me company during the drive. The first one I stuck in was a Better than Ezra greatest hits album that Ben picked out for me at B&N. That was really good, but Shatner blew everything out of the water. Yes, I'm talking about the one and only William Shatner. He and Ben Folds put together this awesome album with some guest appearances by Henry Rollins, Aimee Mann, and Brad Paisley to name a few. Anyway, I found myself listening to that one over and over again on the trip. I covered about 650 miles on the first day and left about 150 for the second day. No, it wasn't Shatner the whole time. I had Jimmy Eat World, the Wallflowers, Rancid, the Rolling Stones, and IZ keeping me company as well. Anyway, I would talk more about all of that, but I need to get going to find an electronics store to get a power cable for my computer before it gets too late. MTF

12 August 0038 EDT
12 August 0038 EDT
And we're off...again. I've got two weeks at Fort Benning ahead of me for the Infantry Officer Advanced Course. The key word in all of that is Officer though. It is what we in the profession like to call a gentlemen's course. So gone are the drill sergeants and yelling and screaming. Also, there is no time spent in the field, so the worse thing that you'll have to clean off your uniform is a coffee stain or crumbs from breakfast. On top of that, I just called down to the BOQ which they call the Fort Benning Hotel. After making my reservations, I had to ask one last question about the internet connection...just to see if they'd upgraded from the dial-up that I had to use back in 2002 when I was last there. Anyway, good news is that they have an ethernet connection, so it'll be an awesome two weeks. TV, high speed internet, queen-sized bed, mini fridge, microwave...it'll practically be a vacation. Except most people don't get paid to take a vacation...so I'd say that this is even better. The only thing better would be if they sent me to San Diego for a week (that's where Jane's job is sending her, btb).

Anyway, I spent most of today packing and getting some last-minute stuff together. This is probably the least prepared that I've ever been heading into a military school. But considering the circumstances, I don't think too many people would blame me. I just went online to check out the driving directions. Yahoo says to take 66 to 495 and head south on 95. Google says to take 66 west to 81 and go south that way. Last time I went down to Benning, I left from my parents' house in Fairfax, so 95 was a lot closer. This time, I think I'll take Google's advice and start by heading West. The best part about that is that it'll be against traffic for the morning and I can get up later.

Anyway, it's late and I should be in bed. I can blog about the rest when I get there. Oh, I'll probably stop by to visit a few friends in Atlanta along the way. That'll be fun. But after that, it'll be all business...you know, mixed in with pleasure and all. Plus I still need to find a school to teach at. Somehow I think that may be a little harder to do while in Georgia. Oh well. Good night.

11 August 0037 EDT
11 August 0037 EDT
Yeah, so I haven't been blogging or e-mailing or doing anything productive these last few days because I've been engrossed with my research for a movie I'm trying to write. You see, the movie is about poker, so I started playing at this online poker site that Ben showed me the other day. Umm...okay, you got me. No research involved here. I just flat out lost fifty bucks playing poker. It's bad. I spent maybe 12 of the last 24 hours playing. The problem with online poker is that it combines two of my more dangerous vices...gambling and computer/video games. Anyway, after that little sprint, I am done with online poker and back to wasting money old school.

So I ran into one of the B Co guys just before I went on a little shopping spree. It was really nice seeing him again. We probably spoke only two or three times over there in Afghanistan, but it was still nice to see another familiar face. Anyway, he talked about what he'd been up to...the fancy new plasma screen tv he bought and the trip he'll be taking to Hawaii in a little bit. It kinda made me feel a little better about the money that I was spending too. But yeah, it was nice to talk...finding out how the other guys are dealing with being back...the boredom...women...etc.

Anyway, that was that. I bought a whole bunch of movies and CDs before heading off to Wegman's for some milk. I'd been trying to visit since my sisters keep blogging about it. Plus I had all of this cereal I got at Trader Joe's that I couldn't eat without milk. So anyway, I'm a little disappointed. The Wegman's in New Jersey had cobblestone aisles while this one just had your typical grocery store tiles. Other than that, though, it was nice. I picked up some milk and grapefruit juice. That'd been missing from the house, but now everything is right. Anyway, I'm off to do stuff since I'm not playing online poker any more. What to do with all of this time...

08 August 1047 EDT
08 August 1047 EDT
And the hilarity continues. My sisters put together a neat little get-together for me yesterday with lots of food and hilarity. There were siblings, cousins, aunt, uncle, mother, friends, and food. Oh yeah, did I mention there was food? A lot of it? Yenny made this awesome cheesecake and Jane did up this chewy peanut butter thing (with some help from Ian?) and Ben did up some pork and Stora made this awesome dip for my soy/flaxseed chips from Trader Joe's and the relatives made/bought some chinesy food. Yeah, so there was a lot of food. Most if it is now packed away in our bellies, but we do have enough leftovers to last me a few days holed up here at home. Anyway, it was a good time, filled with Sorry! Card Revenge, poker, food, and chillin'.

My aunt and uncle got me an awesome present too. My grandfather was in the Army a long time ago, and the family got a flag from the Army for the funeral...that was the present. I was too young to remember much about my grandfather; and for that, I am sad. But it feels good to at least have this piece of him.

What else? The crowd kinda thinned out early into the evening and we just started talking and then playing kokology there in the living room. I always enjoy playing that game, but it's hard to get the right crowd over to play. I mean, you need people with moderate attention spans who will be able to listen with decent comprehension while someone reads a page from a book. Plus, you need people who'll be somewhat honest and not just try to think of something funny in response to every question. I mean, humor is good...but just not all the time. Anyway, I learned a lot about myself and my friends/family. I'll share with you the questions that ended it all though. It was a scenario about surfing. So you're surfing, and you're out on the water and you fall off a bit and then you look back at the beach and you see that someone has been watching you the whole time. Who is it? That was the question and I answered, "Ben" trying to be as honest as possible. Anyway, the book says that the ocean represents sex or something like that and the person watching you is supposed to be the subject of intense sexual interest or something along those lines. Yeah, it was an awkward moment there for Ben and me with all of our friends and family there. I was fine with it though. I mean, I enjoy psychology, but I try not to read too much into stuff, you know? Anyway, interestingly enough, we ended up following that event with a game of strip poker involving four guys and no girls...but that's a story for another day. Hehe

07 August 1049 EDT
07 August 1049 EDT
The simple things...I know it'll wear off with time, but it's been very relaxing getting back into the routine and doing all of the little things that come along with civilian life. I played some tennis with my family yesterday morning, but then came back to my place around noon time and did some last minute cleaning before company would arrive today. I started with the toilets. It doesn't seem like a very fun thing to do, but it felt kinda nice. I did that and picked up around the house. I threw out some more things and I rearranged all of the clutter in the kitchen and a few of my closets/cabinets. There were some hooks and things that had fallen down over the last year, and I hung those up again. I did a couple of ghetto fix-up jobs, but it'll last long enough for me to get it fixed for good.

It's funny...I was talking to someone the other day about dads and how they seem to know everything...you know, how to fix things around the house, how to do taxes, who to go to when your car/plumbing/air conditioning is on the fritz. I mean, in and of themselves, these things are relatively simple; but dads (and moms) seem to have this encyclopedia of all of this stuff that they know. And it's not that moms and dads are smarter...I would think that most kids probably think they're smarter than their parents. But at the same time, most of them would concede that their parents just know so much more stuff. It's interesting how that works, isn't it? Anyway, I picked up a bunch of do-it-yourself guides the other day while I was at the bookstore, so hopefully that'll accelerate my gethering of knowledge and experience for when I finally do become a dad. (no, I didn't get anyone pregnant...just thinking about it...about being a dad, not getting someone pregnant. Geez, give me a break here.)

Anyway, last night was pretty cool too. I saw Brett and Meg for the first time in over a year. He turned 30 and had a little party last night. The party also served as a going away party as he is heading into the home stretch before deploying to Iraq in October. I made plans to see him again in a day or two so we could chat and catch up in a cozier setting. It was really nice seeing him again, along with his sister and all of their friends. Anyway, that's it for now. I need to shave and clean and get all pretty before company shows up. Until later...

05 August 1917 EDT
05 August 1917 EDT
I feel like I should be accomplishing much more with my time; but at the same time, I'm somewhat content with my mediocrity. It's nice to have this slow pace at home...no need for alarm clocks, no deadlines, no agendas, no signing out or reporting to anyone else. I can just hang out and spend time with whomever I wish. Today, it was a late start before I went out to meet my parents and my brother's fiance at the location for the wedding reception. It was kind of a logistics planning session...kinda fun. Then we met up with my brother for lunch before I tracked back home. Oh, I stopped by Trader Joe's on the way back, grabbing a variety of high fiber cereals and a couple of bags of soy/flax tortilla chips and salsa. I should be able to hold out until Sunday to try that out at the party.

Other than that, I continue to get eaten alive by these North American mosquitos. Something must've happened to me while I was overseas because they can't seem to resist me over here. Today, I wasn't in my backyard for more than thirty seconds, but I wound up getting hit three times before I had a chance to step back inside. That's craziness. Anyway, that quick trip outside was to check on my A/C unit which is still down. Until that gets fixed, I'll just clean up what I can around the house in preparation for the little welcome home get-together on Sunday. It's starting to look pretty good upstairs and the basement is starting to come along now that garbage collection day has passed. I'm getting a little better at throwing things out, but there's still room to grow. Enough talk though...back to cleaning. Until next time...

05 August 0138 EDT
05 August 0138 EDT
As my first week at home comes to a close, I think to myself why some people continue to read this page. It's probably the same reason why I'm still writing. I've been blogging since high school. I guess it's my way of crying out for attention. I guess everyone's life can be interesting as long as you're interested. Everyone has their story...their embarrassing moments and their brushes with greatness...whatever you're willing to share.

My air conditioning unit is on the fritz right now. The basement of my house is probably in the 70s while the rest of my house is in the 80s. It almost makes me wish that I didn't leave my air conditioner in the barracks down at Bragg. The day we left, I wrote on the front of my unit with a sharpie, "from the soldiers of 3-116 IN, Virginia Army National Guard." I hope it brings a little bit of comfort to the soldiers who follow us. I don't think I truly appreciated air conditioning and heating until this last year when I didn't really have any. I can't even imagine how the 82nd Airborne guys survived it in Afghanistan years earlier with less than we had. Rumor is that there was a lot of spooning, but don't ask, don't tell, right?

Anyway, life is good, but it'll take me some time to adjust. The hardest thing is coming up with stuff to talk about, I think. I can talk about army stuff for hours on end. But if you veer from that topic, I'm at a loss for words. It's not that I'm not interested in talking. I really want to talk, but I just can't think of much to say. It's kinda sad. I'm hoping that'll fade with time.

03 August 2026 EDT
03 August 2026 EDT
Let me break down the scenario for you. I had the afternoon all to myself, so I decided to spend a lot of money...probably about 600 dollars by the time I was done. My favorite purchase of the day was this awesome water cooler/heater thing. With the addition of my purchase of a 5-gallon PUR water bottle/filter from Target today, I was set to fulfill all of my hydration needs for the upcoming year. Enter assembly instructions. Okay, so you have all of these pieces, right? I didn't realize that water coolers were so complicated. A lot of it was self-explanatory though. I had to use some bleach to sanitize the whole thing and then I had to put together the filter and then hook it up to the cooler. It was pretty straight-forward; and after maybe an hour, I thought I was done. Yes, I had an extra piece that didn't seem to fit, but that probably wasn't important.

Fast forward about ten minutes and there is a puddle of about two gallons of water on my kitchen floor. I hear something that sounds like dripping, but it can't be my water cooler. It's brand new. There can't possibly be a leak. I rush to cut it off and continue to figure out some way to get the bottle off of the cooler without spilling any more water. Next up...after action review. Here's what I learned. The next time you have an extra piece that doesn't seem to fit, don't just assume that it was a bonus item thrown in by the manufacturer. I mean, how was I supposed to know that the cooler had an overflow valve and that the extra piece that came with my bottle was actually a float valve to cut off the water when the cooler was full? What am I, a hydrologist?

Anyway, before that little debacle, I was supposed to head over to go for a run with Ben. That's all but shot now, but I'm going to head out anyway. I'll share some more fun stories when I get back.

02 August 1803 EDT
02 August 1803 EDT
Okay, quick update for now. I have returned to tool status as I have ended my year-long cell phone boycott. I picked up one of these a few days ago on Buy.com and if finally arrived via FedEx this afternoon. Like I said before about Verizon, I was a little upset that they gave my number away; so that is what precipitated my switch to Cingular. Anyway, the new number is (703) 340-0148. Be the first on the block to give me a call, and I can store your number. I don't want to type all of those numbers over again; and plus, I don't have them any more. I don't know where I put my old phone. I think it may be in a foot locker on a boat floating somewhere over the Atlantic right now. Oh well. Anyway, call me. MTF.
02 August 0212 EDT
02 August 0212 EDT
I should be asleep right now, but for some reason I feel obligated to update. Today wasn't all that exciting, but I did get quite a bit accomplished. A quick rundown follows. Wake-up was some time around 0600. I started off at Human Resources, but that was a bit of a dead end because the person I needed wasn't in today. I continued on to Mason after that to get my grad school stuff straightened out. Of course it was my fault for not telling them that I was going overseas for a year, so I don't blame them for throwing out my file. Unfortunately, that means I have to re-apply for grad school now. They were nice enough to reinstate me in non-degree status, but I can only take so many classes before that road comes to a 'T.' Anyway, after spending a few hours there, I stopped by the parents to chat for a little bit before heading to the post office to pick up the two foot lockers that I'd mailed from Afghanistan a month earlier. No issues there. Surprisingly, nothing seems to have broken in transit.

The rest of the afternoon was more pleasure than business. I spent some time online and clipping coupons before heading over to the Sports Authority and Office Depot in the Fair Lakes area on my way over to Ben's. I just picked up some workout clothes to replace my PTs I'd been using for the last year. Then I ran a little over two miles on the little path they have in Ben's neighborhood. That was kinda fun. Sat around and played online poker there for a little bit before showering and going to the local Giant to pick out tonight's dinner, which consisted of turkey burgers and chips with salsa. By the time we got back, Thuy showed up and we watched Napoleon Dynamite. Good flick...I found myself laughing through a majority of the film.

When I rolled back in around 0130 this morning, I came back on AIM of course. There, I have my homework assignment for tomorrow. I am supposed to come up with a list of characteristics/qualities I am looking for in a woman. I've thought about it over the years, but just never put it to paper. This looks to be promising.

31 July 2005 2353 EDT
31 July 2005 2353 EDT
It's kinda like having two days in one. I think I'm going to like this.

I got up around 0500 this morning and took my time showering and getting ready for our one-day drill in Winchester. I did all of my usual rituals just like I used to before I went overseas. I had one last glass of water before heading out the door. I took Route 29 all the way past Manassas battlefield before jumping onto I-66. And then I stopped at the Sheetz on Route 50 for a schmuffin and a scratcher before driving on to the armory. Then after spending about eight hours there, we were released and it was back home for a little bit. I loitered around online for a little bit and showered again before heading over to the parents for some quality time. We just chatted, talking about real estate, finances, and weddings as my siblings filtered in. I was supposed to hang out with Ben for a little bit tonight, but I ended up chatting with the fam until just a little after eleven. It was fun...relaxing.

I'm hoping tomorrow will be relaxing too...though busy. I have a lot of things on my list, but I want to maintain a relatively leisurely pace if possible. I'll probably start with the post office to pick up my 100+ pounds of stuff I sent from Afghanistan in two foot lockers. Then I'll head over to human resources to get my job back before going over to GMU to register for a fall class or two. Then after that, it'll probably be some random shopping followed by a meal or two with some old friends. Beyond that, I don't have much else planned...kinda taking things one day at a time for the next week or so. We'll see how that goes.